This isn’t who I’m supposed to be

 

One of the hardest things in life is patience. Especially when you think that you are ready for something. I love this definition -

Patience (or forbearing) is the state of endurance under difficult circumstances, which can mean persevering in the face of delay or provocation without acting on annoyance/anger in a negative way; or exhibiting forbearance when under strain, especially when faced with longer-term difficulties. Patience is the level of endurance one can take before negativity. It is also used to refer to the character trait of being steadfast.

It is considered one of the seven heavenly virtues.   I can definitely see why. 

Mainstay  - Become Who You Are

So it seems that I’ve been wrong

‘Cause you said that
I would never want for anything again
But my eyes are set low and I’m holding
To the things that I know I can’t keep

I keep on chasing the wrong things and coming up empty
This isn’t who I’m supposed to be
I keep on learning the hard way from every mistake
And I’m finding each time that you fall
You’re just becoming who you are

So it seems that I’ve been wrong
‘Cause I keep on
Searching for the answers that I don’t need
I know I don’t need

I keep on chasing the wrong things and coming up empty
This isn’t who I’m supposed to be
I keep on learning the hard way from every mistake
And I’m finding each time that you fall
You’re just becoming who you are
Who you are
Who you are

You’re just becoming, just becoming who you are
You’re just becoming, just becoming

I keep on chasing the wrong things and coming up empty
This isn’t who I’m supposed to be
I keep on learning the hard way from every mistake
And I’m finding each time that you fall
You’re just becoming who you are
I’m finding each time that you fall
I’m finding each time that you fall
You’re finding each time that we fall
You’re just becoming who you are