I watched "Fireproof" for the billionth time it feels like today. I mean I saw this movie in 2010 and it touched my life, but obviously at some point it slipped out of my mind considering what happened. So now I have decided to watch it at least once a week until it is ingrained in my brain. I also have been reading "The Love Dare" devotional. I love the possibilities of it. It could be my testimony, although life does not always play like a movie.
I am letting go of some things. I left your side of the closet and your nightstand empty this whole time. No one would be allowed to put anything there. But now it is time to at least rent or sublet the space. I still hope the original owner comes back. But if there are renters knocking on the door why not live a little and use the space. Lord knows you didn't take long to give mine away.
God I feel so fucking alive. I had no idea how screwed up I had been until you took my hand. The blood is pumping through my veins. Who knew that life would be this easy, when you have The Answer. I wish that I always knew it was there. I just will hope and pray faithfully for that missing piece.
