Wake up

For some reason this song, although somewhat ambiguous, is relating to me today.

"Wake Up" - COHEED AND CAMBRIA

I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again.
I wish that I could stay but you argue.
More than this I wish you could've seen my face
In backseat staring out the window.

I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I love you.

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.

I've earned through hope and faith
The curves around your face
That I'm the one you'll hold forever.
If morning never comes for either one of us,
Then this I pray to you wherever.

I'll do anything for you.
This story is for you.
('Cause I'd do anything you want me to... for you.)
I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I won't be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I loved you.

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
'Til you decide to wake up.

 

more than I ever did

The amount of self discovery that has been coming during these past few days is incredible.   Unfortunately it is not all exciting things that I am finding.  However all of it is necessary.   I am realizing just how much my medical issues were contributing to problems in my life.   I had no idea and was blaming these issues on other external factors.   Now I know that these medical problems need to be addressed in order for me to enjoy my life. 

I wish that I could tell you how sorry I was.   There were all of these things that I did not communicate about.  If you had known maybe you would have understood and I think you would have supported me and worked through them with me as a unit. 

I love you, now more than I ever did.   The more I learn about myself reveals that I never gave you a fighting chance to be my partner in this struggle.  

It will come to you.

Exactly what I needed to hear today...

CANCER horoscope for May, 07, 2013 (The DailyHoroscope by Comitic)

There is a saying that advises us to "let go and let God." Whether you believe in a higher power or not, Moonchild, this bit of wisdom applies to you today. You have been struggling with the pursuit of an important goal - one that you hope will bring you many things, such as creative or career fulfillment, personal pride, harmony, happiness, and financial security. It hasn't happened yet, or at least it hasn't happened in the way you envisioned. But it will happen. First, though, you need to release your grip on it, because it's a grip that comes from fear...the fear that you won't ever have what you want. Let it go, and it will come to you.


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