Thursday, April 11, 2013

I don't want to compare

I still am baffled by who I was 6 months ago.  Its like two different people.   What was wrong with me?  The enemy had me in a full on death grip.  I had lost so much perspective.  I can not believe after all that I went through that I did not appreciate the blessings that I had. 
I can not believe I let you walk out that door.  I should have done whatever it would take to get you to stay.  Love is everything.   There is nothing more important worth fighting for. 
Will anything feel that natural again?  Have you already found it?  Should that give me hope or make me angry?
I don't want to compare everything to us.   But how can I not?

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