All that I want to know is that you are surviving. I cant ask you. You don't want that.
I must be a monster. I try to ask and I am shut out. I tried to take care of you the best that I could when we were together. I loved you more than anything in the world. I still do. All I wanted to hear was she is ok. I made a mistake. A big mistake. I am not a monster.
This is a nightmare. I am the man who loves you more than anything on the earth. Please make it through this.
