Friday, March 15, 2013

I think you are making a huge mistake.

I think you are making a huge mistake.

I know that sounds desperate for me to say.   But it really does not come from that emotion.  I can be alone, or with someone else.   I have both those options right now.   I just don't think a connection like ours comes very often.  I think you probably feel the same way.

I know you are with someone.   I have to ask myself, what are the chances that you have met someone that perfect right after we broke up?   I suppose it is possible.  Definitely not likely.   When I tell my friends the story, they all say no way.   They say its a rebound.   Or you are justifying that it is that perfect.  Or it is that one in a million chance.  

But maybe you never really loved me.   That would make sense as well.  Maybe I was a nice guy to settle down with.   But maybe you never really needed me.  Then it would be easy to move on. 

I wonder if we will ever cross paths again.   That would be in your court now.   You created that.   I picture the conversation, and how different it would be depending on when it would happen.   I know what I would say now.   But in 6 months?  A year?

Matthew 18: 21-22

Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, “Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times? “Jesus answered, “I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times.”
 
 
There would not be an eighth.