Today was worse than the weekend. Who knows why. I'm panicking about the future. I'm putting my faith in God to meet my needs. I'm trusting Him to know whats best for me, and not to trust myself since I think that I know what that is. I have no control anymore.
Its so easy to be consumed with regret. At least I'm on the road to doing things right now. I wish you could see that. But you would never believe me.
Tomorrow will be better. I feel it. Tonight I am so tired.
