I was told today to give myself a pat on the back. Despite all that has happened. I could have went down the wrong path when I lost you. But I was told today to give myself credit for not going that route. I have changed and for the better. I did not turn to any negative vices, like drugs or alcohol. I have eliminated my negative habits that were affecting my relationships. I have turned to God for guidance. And every day has been better than the last.
So here is my pat on the back. As uncomfortable as it feels, since I still do not have everything I want.
