Friday, April 26, 2013

Tough love

Thank you to someone special for the tough love that I was given tonight.   I need this drilled into my head.   You are absolutely right about the facts and how things have transpired.  I need to see things for what they were and not what I remember them to be.   I know that I was part of an agenda.   Its just hard when you want something so bad to be the way that you want it to be.  Its just so hard when you know what is inside of your heart and how bad you want to show it to someone.   I appreciate you putting things into perspective for me.  Thank you for taking the time tonight to show me what it was that I really had.   I've never loved anything like this and its hard to accept that for the person that I love, it faded so easily or was never really there.   I will continue to hope and fight for it.   But I will accept that I probably created it in my mind to be something that it truly never was.  Thank you for sending me this. 
 
I am so sorry and regretful for the mistakes I made, but even more sad about the fact that I will never get to fix them because they were not the real reason for how things turned out. 

I will become flesh

I feel so ready.  I'm going to give you the world.  All these lessons that have flooded my heart are begging to be shared.  As my horoscope said, timing is everything.   For me, for you, for whatever person it is that I will become flesh with.  On my sunny drive home yesterday I was bursting with wanting to shout out my plans.   Wanting for my testimony to happen and to share it with everyone. 
I love this new person God has helped me become.   I cringe at the old me.   But he is gone and the purpose of that sub-par man was to make the rest of my life better and to help others never become that angry. 

Bring it

CANCER horoscope for Apr, 26, 2013 (The DailyHoroscope by Comitic)

Timing is everything. That is very true, Moonchild. But even if you have the most impeccable timing, you still have to be prepared, to say the right things, and to move with passion and intensity. An opportunity is unfolding for you now, and you are poised to pounce on it as soon as the timing is right. But are you ready? Have you done your research? Have you prepared yourself mentally to be strong, confident, and to find the harmony you'll need to get this done? You still have time to prepare, so do so as soon as you can.


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