Its nice to be around people. My friends and family have really been amazing during this time. My new friends have been amazing as well. And to think I never would know them if all this never happened.
It is weird how one event can change your thoughts so dramatically. Before this I was self centered and focused on inappropriate needs. Now I am thinking about saving myself for marriage. I crave purity more than anything now. This has shaken my life more than even my illness.
I feel like I am letting go. More than just to God. Basically just believing that it will never be again. As much as that is not what I want, I am seeing the odds more clearly now.
I was blessed today with a shocking and amazing gift. I see Him working in my already. I love my new path. I cant wait to love my new life.
