I've been praying for peace for you every night. I hope its coming. No one deserves it more than you.
My house is like a time capsule. I haven't touched a thing since you left. Every time I think about changing something I cant do it. I feel like if I don't change anything you can just slide right back in.
I've been fantasizing about us going out with my friends again. Walking up to a dinner table full of them. They would be so happy to see us walk in together. I'd probably cry. They are family now more than ever. There are babies coming. I know they miss you too. You are the missing piece.
I know that I can fix everything. I just don't know if I can make you love me again. I don't know if you could forgive me. I hope with all my heart there is a way that you can. You would never regret it. I know you need time. I know you are dealing with so much.
Come make a kitchen with me. Come make my house our home.
