Tough love

Thank you to someone special for the tough love that I was given tonight.   I need this drilled into my head.   You are absolutely right about the facts and how things have transpired.  I need to see things for what they were and not what I remember them to be.   I know that I was part of an agenda.   Its just hard when you want something so bad to be the way that you want it to be.  Its just so hard when you know what is inside of your heart and how bad you want to show it to someone.   I appreciate you putting things into perspective for me.  Thank you for taking the time tonight to show me what it was that I really had.   I've never loved anything like this and its hard to accept that for the person that I love, it faded so easily or was never really there.   I will continue to hope and fight for it.   But I will accept that I probably created it in my mind to be something that it truly never was.  Thank you for sending me this. 

 

I am so sorry and regretful for the mistakes I made, but even more sad about the fact that I will never get to fix them because they were not the real reason for how things turned out.