passionate purpose.

I made progress last night in my goals.   Things are working better than they have been.   I am grabbing every day one moment at a time.   No more wasted hours.   No more wasted opportunities. 
All I think about is the wasted potential of what I had.   It could have been so much bigger than it was.   It could have been my everything.   But I did not wake up every day and put it first.  I went through the motions.   Now everything is intentional.   Everything has passionate purpose. 
Next time I get an opportunity I will completely let go.   I wish it was a second opportunity. 

I will stay faithful to my cause and hope that I am rewarded.   If not I will still try to believe.   I believe that certain things are meant to be.   Miracles are what makes life worth living. 

Someone told me today that true love is a very rare thing.  But is it?   Did we have it?

I did not show myself to you inside and out.  You should have known everything that was in my head every day.   We should have been closer than any couple in the world.  This is the biggest mistake that I have ever made.   Will I ever forgive myself?