Tonight is horrible. I know I am supposed to be strong. They keep telling me that time will heal this. They keep telling me that God would not give me more than I can handle.
I beg. I plead. One way or another make this stop. Show me a miracle. Show me grace.
I'm done again. Nothing makes sense. I can not form a thought or a sentence. I have never felt anything like this.
Being sick was completely horrible. But a different horrible. In some way this is so much worse because I know I could fix it. I have no control.
God grant me this miracle. Tell me what to do. I will forever let it shine in your name.
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