Maybe thinking that things could have happened differently is a waste of energy. Maybe things happen the way they are meant to happen. Is it possible that the purpose of our relationship was to teach me things in order to be better for another? It could be that I was wrong thinking that we were supposed to end up together.
I know that what happened at the end was my fault. But maybe if it was not that, it would have been something else. Who knows. I believe that real love is stronger than its problems. And I am seeing right now that we are not stronger than ours.
I still have a difficult time every morning for so many reasons. But I get up and tell myself that there is a plan. And soon somehow I will have my family.
It feels so good to have all my priorities straight. It feels so good to have my head so clear. It feels so good to have rid myself of my bad habits. I've never been more prepared for the future as I am now.
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