You were built for me.

The thing that drives me the most in a relationship is intensity.   Why didn't I show mine to you everyday?

My feelings never changed from that first moment that I saw you.   You are the most beautiful thing that I had ever seen.   You were built for me.  I should have told you that every five minutes.  You should have been sick of hearing it.  I should have told you that I loved you more than you could stand hearing. 

I never could imagine wanting anyone like I want you.   The things that I looked at were because I was so fucking scared of being inadequate for you.  I had to keep testing myself, making sure that everything was working right.  Why did I get insecure that night?   I had so much anxiety about making you unhappy that it became the truth.   I was so scared that sharing all my inner thoughts might make you run.   And I lost you. 

I haven't looked at anything inappropriate since you left.   How could you do something that ruined your life?   Do people touch the stove more than once?   I am completely locked in on you.   I fantasize about what would have been had I let go of my fears.   It would have been mind blowing.  All of my fears would have been lifted had I been your best friend.