I did not deserve you.

I realize now after how much I have learned about myself that I did not deserve you.  I did not deserve for you to stay.   I was not being a good man, a good boyfriend, or a good future husband.  I continue to work hard to be these things.   I am excited that next time I will get it right.  I am so sorry that you fell in love with someone who was a sinner.   I am sorry that you fell in love with someone who was not a good man.   I love you and I pray for your happiness.   I know you will have it.   I wish it could be with me, but as long as you are happy, I could find peace.