Andy: My wife used to say I'm a hard man to know. Like a closed book. Complained about it all the time. She was beautiful. God, I loved her. I just didn't know how to show it, that's all. [pause] I killed her Red. I didn't pull the trigger. But I drove her away. That's why she died, because of me. The way I am.
From "Shawshank Redepmtion". A good way to describe how I have felt about myself. I'm glad I am making strides through this. It has been hard work to be so open with my friends and family about this situation. It has been a breath of fresh air to be so brutally honest about the things that I have done wrong and how I wish that I can fix them. I'm so thankful to them for having my back.
And for some reason the radio keeps haunting me today - "I have loved you for a thousand years;
I'll love you for a thousand more".
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