Am I healing?

I have the urge to stop writing.  Your actions showed me that you were able to disconnect from me pretty easily.   So what am I doing?

Getting stuff out was a great release.   For some reason today, it is not.    All the good memories are starting to feel so far away.   Am I healing?

I still have my eye on the bullseye.   I still feel that when you want something, there is always a way to get it.   This could prove me wrong, which might be hard to handle.   Will that make me a quitter?

As much as I am sorry, I am also angry.  I just needed five minutes.   Maybe I am taking this all too seriously.   Maybe it really doesnt matter, and all will work out in the end.    Maybe in a year I will be able to look back and read this, being fully healed and happy.